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Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 2:06 PM
HxC poem ??? FAIL!
I'll throw all your sadness down to the ground. And stomp it to bits. At the end of the set, all I wanna see Is your smile.
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Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 3:07 PM
Tranquility and peace
Yesterday went to Pasir Ris park with Amy love, Enaa, Darrel, Nizam, Zyzy and Intan. It was freaking peaceful and the scenery was AWESOME!!! I really enjoyed it as it took my mind out of my busy schedule for a moment.
The sad part is that I don't get to watch the sunset....hahaha
I really hope Amy love is feeling better now. I don't like the feeling of being unable to give a helping hand to her more than just being beside her T.T Ouh well....
Anything else.....hmmm
Ouh, to whom this may be concern, I've forgiven ya and so stop crying. Like everyone say life's unfair/ a bitch. Don't dwell on your mistakes too much and learn from it to be a better person. I've moved on and have found someone. You'll find someone by the time I visit ya at States..hahaha
Okay, I think I've let one of the things that might be bothering me for the past few hours/days. LMAO!!!
Not to forget about Darrel. Cheers to him for getting Siew Chin and for my brothers whom didnt get posted to any schools, DONT GIVE UP!! Singapore's FUCKED UP and you CAN'T get a decent jobs with just O level cert. Ganbare!
Lastly, I hope to meet my mentor soon. Both of us been busy with our own life and we hardly meet up. Hope he's doing well too
CANT WAIT FOR TMR'S GIG!!!!
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Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 2:51 PM
So far, life's been a bitch. Seriously. It even overwrote the happiness I've experienced the past few days.
Gosh! I can't wait for my fucking exams to end!!! I wanna meet my brothers and sisters so badly! Not to forget I miss her a lot......haish
No choice but gotta bear with it.....hope i can meet her tomorrow though.
In reality, I hardly vent my anger out. I express it through my music, or tell my gf, band mates and those who are close to me about it. Somehow, I kinda feel bad after I've let it out to Amy today. I just hope I don't go crazy when I get older.
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Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 11:29 PM
Okay mates,If you wanna get flowers for ya loved ones go to my friend's blog. She's advertising it for my another friend...HAHAHA Cheap prices too
http://seekaili.tumblr.com/post/348811506/would-you-wanna-order-any-flowers-for-valentine
Anyway, tournament is getting nearer and not to forget about my tests and Valentine's hahaha!!
Thinking about it I seriously have no clue at the moment. Ouh well, I still have time to think about it so I'll take my mind about it.
OKAY,, finishing up my data sheet now
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Friday, January 22, 2010 @ 1:01 AM
HAHAHHA!! The IVP was being pushed to 7th feb instead of 5th. CHEAT MY FEELINGS SIA!! =/ Anyway, i don't have time to train till I can kill em. Never mind, at least I can get it done and over with. Most likely I have to fight a lot of people. Haish :(
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Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 2:43 PM
Sorry for not updating my blog lately. Been effing busy. Anyway, my IVP has been pushed to August (CHIBAI!!!) When i wanna concentrate on playing my guitar, this shit has to happen!!! WATCH OUT!!! I'll pawn your ass so hard that you'll be regretting about pushing the date to a later part of the year.
Okay, gonna complete my report now and I can't wait to see Amy love in a formal wear tomorrow ^^ I'm no pervert but which boyfriend wouldn't wanna watch their girlfriend wearing something different once in a while ? hahahaha
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Wednesday, January 06, 2010 @ 3:21 AM
WOOHOO!! just now reach 100 posts sia!! muahaha! Anyway, yar I think I'm lovesick.
I wanna hear her voice again T.T I wanna talk with her. Hold her....argh !! Sheebye ! That time you miss me like fuck. Now's my turn to say it, I FUCKING miss ya honey T.T
Aiya.....can't really concentrate...SHUT UP!! Eye on the ball Nash.....FOCUS!!!
xNashx : Naruto, I want you to spy on her. Protect her okay ? But if you check her out when she's changing, I'll kill ya with my hollow form.......
Naruto: he he he he....okay, I understand. No need to be violent V (^.^) V Peace!! No war ?!?!?
Aizen: I don't trust him. Let me go instead.
xNashx: YAR RIGHT!! Then you can take advantage of the situation with your Shikai. _l_
Aizen: *shit he knows my plan*
xNashx: I heard you.....ASSHOLE!!
Jugoku Shoujo just sent Aizen to Hell................
Hell girl: Master, I think she'll command me to send you to hell when she see this post........
xNashx: I've got a feeling that it will happen too.........
*Later you going to die you know*
Everyone: *shivers*
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@ 2:47 AM
I did my own investigation to find this dude and to my dismay, he happens to be my friend. I'm not sure if I got the right guy though. Here I thought some random low class asshole but he's a PUNK siol! GG!!! Later I fight with all my punks friends also xD hahaha!
"See la, now you think you hero la." Keeps ringing in my head...hehe
And yes people, I have random imagination sometimes or most of the time just to keep my spirits up ^^ hehe
Anyway, got a lovely present from her. She tricked me lor! Say for Enaa....HOW COULD YOU?!?!?! >.< But Andy kinda gave it away. Just that my brain slow to process xD hahaha!!
I'm beginning to feel that I'm lucky now despite my usual humble self, I wanna cherish every bit of moment when I'm with her. Numbers are nothing to me now...after you had a lot of ups and downs, when you find the one, you just wanna be with em and spent time with em and numbers somehow make you deviate from your true purpose. I know what I'm saying now is like I'm being lovesick and it's still early and all. But I ain't kidding.
I SAID THAT IF I GET INTO ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP, I'LL BE SOMEONE WHO'S LIKE SAF + ALY........ Guys, I found her ^^ Of course she's not exactly like em..DUH!! I'll accept her flaws and the world's imperfections.....that includes everyone around me of course Sadly the thoughts of my family would remain as it is xD haha!! Can't be helped if the anger is deeply rooted in ya heart...hehehe Just that it'll take longer time.
Anyway, I'm supposed to be finishing up my report but here I am blogging. Malas la baby !! >.< Haish....She'll kill me when she sees me again xD hahaha!
I'm broke now =/ When's my next pay ar ? Can't wait sia >.< I'll buy for her uhmm.....damn ex headphones ?? Or maybe...he he he he he *perverted smile*
OUH !!! This blog has visitors again. Even though they don't tag :) So, yea....HELLO !!!
Slowly but surely everything is calming down. I don't know why sometimes when I look at her eyes, I sense that she's being troubled. Maybe it's just some random thought but I can't wait to see her CHEERFUL smile again ^.^ Hope you were happy after today!!!
When life gives ya lemon, SELL EM TO MAKE MORE MONEY!! When life gives ya shit, POOPY WAR!! When life gives ya a flower, plant it so that it can live longer and you can cherish it till you're stop breathing ^^
Nash is so POETIC ~~~~~ UWEEEK!!!
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Monday, January 04, 2010 @ 4:21 PM
I wanna tell her this but i can't bring myself to it. I was talking to Qam while waiting in line to see the doc. I thought that he would choose to move on but it turns out that he don't want. Dear, please don't blame yourself for it. It was kinda inevitable if you look at the situation at all angles. No matter what you do, you'll end up hurting the other party. I understand the situation and honestly, it's like an re-enactment for me. Just that now I'm the bad guy.
I didn't want anyone else to walk the same path as me but by looking at it, Mark and Qam most likely will.
Qam is still shock about how things turned out and as for Mark, when he realize it, he'll keep feeling guilty about it.
Seems like I'll have to take my time before asking ya. Somehow, I feel sad but really, that's fine by me because I'm able to get to know you better ^.^ Somehow, Qam showed me that while I was talking to him.
When he told me that you're his first if you became his gf, thoughts of making you go with him suddenly surfaced but come to think about it again, it's like forcing you to do something you don't like. In addition, I'll be breaking your heart.....
Why God?!??! You answered my prayer but you gave me a tough challenge at the same time. I won't back down from it that I can assure you.
Anyway, I hope Andy would feel better later =] Feel like joining em but knowing your attitude sayang, you'll be forcing me to rest HAHAHA!! Like NOW!! hehehe Can't wait to get my hoodie later !! WOO!! hahaha
Ouh yar, if you know me in person, you would really thought that I would have just tell her on the spot but the thing is I really am not that good in conveying things like this sometimes. I kinda hope she would read this.
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Friday, January 01, 2010 @ 11:46 PM
New Year !!!
Gosh !! I had an awesome start for 2010 !! Hope it continues like that or even better everyday!! (totally impossible xD)
I was quite happy to meet my old friends and band mates to watch the fireworks with. We had dinner at Qiji before heading to esplanade park to "book" the seats for an awesome view of the fireworks.
While waiting for it, I kinda wish that she was beside me watching the fireworks together but it's kinda fine =] My secondary school would feel outcasted once i bring her and her friends over...lmao!
Anyway, the fireworks was awesome !!! and the events followed after that was awesome to the core...hehehehe
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