Tuesday, February 22, 2011 @ 9:52 PM
Feels like what I've thought would be the best choice turns out to be the worse.

Why am I still playing if it can turn someone full of himself, lose his friends and loved ones. Create more for enemies for him. Even blind those fools who keep thinking musicians earn a lot.

Wake up! They don't earn much and they struggle day to day to meet ends meet.

Now I feel like secluding myself from society. Not because I'm depress, but to put it bluntly, spend more time with my guitar. However, the image I have in my mind is somehow different, playing the guitar in a room. No audience; just you enjoying the melodies you play...........

If I somehow become like Zane......I won't know what to do.....